I spent several hours this morning reading through my past blog posts and very deliberately commenting on other peoples’ blogs and Facebook comments. I think I was seeking inspiration, some tiny bit of motivation to write. I just feel so blank today. I’d almost rather feel angry or sad or worried. Anything is better than nothing.<\/p>\n
Maybe it’s the rainy weather. Or perhaps it’s the awful dream I had last night. I was surprised to find, when I looked in the mirror first thing this morning, that I did not have raccoon eyes. You see, in my dream I had forgotten to remove my eye makeup before going to sleep, and the dream felt so real that I believed in it when I woke up. The unhappiness of the dream and the effort required to bring myself back to reality somehow left me feeling tired and dazed. And blank.<\/p>\n
Blank.<\/p>\n
Blank.<\/p>\n
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I hope I can find inspiration in something today.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I spent several hours this morning reading through my past blog posts and very deliberately commenting on other peoples’ blogs and Facebook comments. I think I was seeking inspiration, some tiny bit of motivation to write. I just feel so … Continue reading