Today’s Thoughts

  • Tuesdays and Thursdays are screen-free days for us now, so if I want to publish blog posts on either of those days, I must either schedule the posts in advance or backdate them afterward. Screen-free days are good for us, though, so I don’t mind the inconvenience.
  • I explained to Marshall how various types of flowers are striving for dominance in the yard. He said he wants to plant even more aggressive flowers so that there will be a big war. To really get things going, he says he’ll cross violets with dandelions and the resulting “vandiliot” will take over not only the yard but the whole world (mwa-ha-ha!).
  • I was on the waiting list for a vaccine yesterday, but never got called in, which is unfortunate. That particular clinic was offering the Janssen vaccine, which is the type I would prefer to get, since it’s “one and done.” Supplies of the Janssen vaccine have gotten low due to production problems, and now the vaccine is “on pause” while doctors evaluate a rare blood clotting side-effect. Consequently I don’t think I’ll be able to get that vaccine any time soon, so I’ve signed up for a dose of the Moderna vaccine (the type being offered at the nearest clinic) on Saturday instead.
  • I finally got word on my car. It’s still not fixed. The mechanic apparently had trouble getting a usable replacement part, but supposedly he has one now and the car will be ready in a week or so.
  • If all goes to plan (and I’m not assuming it will, because that would be a ridiculous assumption these days, but…), in about 7 weeks I’ll not only have my car back but be fully vaccinated. I’ll be able to go places and see people. Crazy, huh?
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Four Years Ago

As I was looking through one of my nature albums recently, I realized that it’s just about time to make another one. The first one covered nature-related blog posts and photographs from 2007 through 2011. The second one covered 2012 through 2016. So I really ought to do one for 2017 through 2021, right?

With that in mind, I started reading through my blog posts from 2017. On 4/11/2017 (exactly four years ago), I wrote that the daffodils had just started to open. This year, the daffodils busted out much earlier (on 3/25, according to this post). That is a huge difference in bloom times! Though I’ve never been consistent in writing about bloom times for the various flowers in the yard, I’m glad to have at least some records from the past. It’s interesting to make comparisons, even if I can’t necessarily draw any conclusions from them.

I also found a post about my nature albums. In July of 2017 I printed the larger of the two books. Here’s what I wrote about it:

…The book arrived this week. It’s beautiful. Truly. Even my husband, who didn’t really understand why I was making the album, said it was a real accomplishment. I am proud of myself for having worked so hard and having made something so wonderful. And now I feel like I could accomplish anything I put my mind to…

from “Proud,” 7/21/2017

I hope I can find such strong motivation again and reconnect with that feeling of being able to accomplish anything, because that would sure be nice!

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Saturday Musings

  • Livia and I have been writing poems back and forth by e-mail. Her latest poem is so nice that I’d like to end on it, but she wants me to write back. So I will, and my poem will be #8 in the chain.
  • The RI Department of Education is trying to force us to bring our kids to school for four rounds of standardized testing over the course of April and May. I’m relatively comfortable with the level of exposure to the Coronavirus that this would represent. But, we’ve been isolating for a whole year, and now we’re right on the cusp of vaccination. If we were to break our isolation before getting vaccinated, wouldn’t we be begging to catch the virus, especially now that the more virulent British variant is dominant in the U.S. and there’s a hot spot of the Brazilian variant nearby on the Cape? Murphy’s Law. With that thought in mind, my husband talked to the schools yesterday, and they agreed to let the kids postpone testing until May. I’m relieved.
  • Speaking of vaccinations, there’s a vaccine clinic today not far from here. It appears that they did not fill up all of their appointments, so it’s possible they’d be willing to vaccinate me even though I’m not technically eligible yet (1.5 years too young!). We may inquire.
  • The neighbors still haven’t sold their house, but it seems they’re still trying. There’s a flock of people, presumably potential buyers, at the house today. The weather is gorgeous, and if the neighbors can’t sell the house on a day like today, I doubt they ever will.
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Happy Reading Family

We are a family of happy readers. Not that we don’t have our reading ups and downs. We do. It’s my job to keep everyone supplied with books, so I know better than anyone.

The downs can be difficult. As the Provider of Books, one of the downs for me is when the kids turn their noses up at books that I’m nearly certain they’d like. For example, neither of them wants to read The Hobbit. I practically begged Livia to read it. I told her, “It’s like Harry Potter before Harry Potter existed. Almost everybody likes it. Plus there’s a dragon in it!” And you know what she said? “Just because there’s a dragon in it doesn’t mean it’s good!” Can’t argue with that, sadly.

And though Livia keeps rejecting so many excellent books, every few days she comes into my office and announces, “I need more books!” As if I can make books magically appear! It’s my own fault, I suppose. Somehow I always manage to find a few more age-appropriate books that are likely to please. This time it was three Robin McKinley books that had been hiding behind a picture of my grandfather and the Harper Hall trilogy from Anne McCaffrey’s Dragonriders of Pern series, which I hadn’t thought of before because most of the books from that series were were written for an older audience.

Livia reads fast, and those books won’t last long. Getting more reading material isn’t as easy as I’d like it to be, though. We’re still holed up at home and my library card has expired. So, buying books is still a more appealing option than it would normally be, and I admit that I gave in to the impulse this week and bought a ton more. But this is the last time for a while. (You know that even if I meant that as I was typing it, and I’m not sure I did, I can’t be trusted to keep my promise, but please pretend that I can and will.) Livia’s and Marshall’s library cards aren’t expired, so I’ll try to show the library a little more love.

Right now Marshall’s really digging a series that I gave him for Christmas (Matt Myklusch’s Jack Blank Adventure series). Livia’s rereading Rick Riordan’s Magnus Chase series, which makes me glad that I bought them. I am almost done with The Constant Rabbit by Jasper Fforde. I have a lot of books to choose from next, and I’m eager to get started on something new. We’re a happy reading family.

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Daffodils Everywhere

Daffodils are long-lasting flowers. It was only today that the ones on my desk finally started to look dried out. I replaced them with fresh ones of a fancier variety. Here is a picture of them standing cool and collected against the chaos that is my bookshelves.

Indoor Daffodils

Though the different types of daffodil don’t all bloom at exactly the same time, almost all of them are open now and jostling for attention. I may ooh and aah over the fancier ones sometimes, but it’s the classic yellow ones that really pop against a spring-blue sky. They are among the most cheerful things in the universe.

Outdoor Daffodils
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SITY: Stealth Violets

A few days ago I spotted some violet buds that looked like they would open soon. I kept my eye on them, because I thought they would be the first violets of the year. Meanwhile, some downy violets opened in the front yard without anyone noticing. Obscured by grass and facing rocks, they were deucedly hard to spot. Darnit. I don’t know which one of those stealthy little blooms was first or exactly when it opened.

The violet in the picture below photographed slightly less fuzzy than the other, so I’m going to call it the First. I’m going to say it opened today, and no one can prove otherwise. So, here it is–the first violet of 2021!

First Violet of 2021
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Reading Report: Early April 2021

  • I finished The Constant Rabbit and gave it an A- grade. The high grade is based almost completely on Fforde’s cleverness. I admire cleverness. Still, I wish he’d given us an easier and happier story to go with it.
  • The next book I picked up was Furthermore by Tahereh Mafi. I ordered this book for Livia, but she turned it down. After reading a little bit of it myself, I couldn’t blame her. Nothing about it worked for me, not the writing style, the setting, the pacing, the characters, or the relationships between the characters. I took this as a sign that I wasn’t the right reader for the book and put it in the donation pile.
  • I have been pecking away at The Waste Land. People on social media are really keen right now on the juxtaposition of April (the current month) and the word “cruellest” (like the current circumstances), so over the last few weeks I’ve seen many references to the poem’s opening line, and I’m glad to be in the know. But, this poem is also one of the cruelest I’ve ever encountered in terms of playing fair with its audience. It’s every bit as hard to understand as I’d heard it was. Whatever else it may be trying to communicate, it’s seven (!) languages say something about showing off. It’s possible I’ll change my mind, but based on what I’ve read so far, plus a reread of The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock (included in the same book), I think that Eliot’s work represents both the best and the worst of what poetry has to offer. Some of it is so perfect that it will stop you in your tracks. And some of it, if you’ll pardon my French, is obfuscatory bullshit.
  • Two more books snuck their way onto my reading shelf: Kind of a Big Deal by Shannon Hale and The Grace of Great Things: Creativity and Innovation by Robert Grudin. The Hale book is as light and frothy as the Grudin book is deep and challenging. I’m enjoying both of them so far.
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In Limbo

I have been taking Fridays off from work lately to give myself some much-needed downtime. The only problem is that Fridays off from work feel like Saturdays, which makes Saturdays feel like Sundays, which makes Sundays feel like limbo. When I’m in limbo, I’m not sure what I ought to do with my time, and I don’t get much done. These unproductive Sundays make me wonder if I’m really getting enough value from my Fridays off.

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Stinky

So many daffodils have bloomed this spring that I picked a few to enjoy indoors. I put them in a vase on my desk. They’re cheerful, and I like looking at them. I don’t like smelling them, though. Why do such pretty flowers have to stink so badly? They always surprise me with their unpleasant scent.

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Strawberry Over Mint, Every Time

Lately I have been brushing my teeth with children’s toothpaste. I started using it because I was curious about what brushing my teeth with strawberry-flavored toothpaste would be like. Now it’s nearly gone, and I’m sad, because I like strawberry toothpaste. I don’t want to go back to the icky mint-flavored toothpaste that adults are supposed to use. Lucky for me, I don’t have to. I could buy more strawberry toothpaste instead, and I think I will.

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