
One does not expect to find gemstones in one’s back yard.





I usually don’t buy a lot of candy for my kids at Easter. I have an idea about what is a good amount for them to have, and my in-laws always exceed that amount all by themselves, without any help from me. This year, though, I was feeling bad that the kids are going to have to stay home for yet another holiday, and I went a little crazy with the online shopping. The deliveries have been rolling in and now there’s a pile of treat-filled boxes downstairs. My kids will be happy when they wake up Easter morning, and so will I. Sure, that sugar’s going to be so bad for their teeth, but at least they’ll be smiling.
Though the virus had already spread to America by January of 2020, it wasn’t until mid-March, give or take a few days, that it became real for most of us. It’s been a year since. Even if the media weren’t talking about this grim anniversary, and even if I hadn’t noted the particular day that we started our lockdown, I think I’d know that it had been a year. It feels like a year. It feels like time for the kind of grieving that comes with the first anniversary of a tragic event.
But this is not the anniversary of just one tragic event. It’s the anniversary of the realization that tragic events were unfolding all around us and that every day for the foreseeable future would bring more losses. And the losses haven’t stopped, so how can we properly grieve for them? We’re at the right time but not the right place, and that makes this anniversary harder.
We may have reached a turning point, though. Slowly but surely the vaccines are being distributed. Some of the people I love most in this world have already gotten theirs. Our lives could return to some semblance of normalcy by summer, and next year we might be celebrating the anniversary of that instead. We have that hope, at least.




FedEx delivered a package to our house today. When my husband saw it, he said, “Not another box from Target!” Of course there’s another box from Target. I swear, sometimes it’s as if he doesn’t even know me. ๐
It has been Warm these last few days. Warm with a capital “W.” The crocuses applaud this weather.

Days like these, I think about the metaphor of the boiling frog. I first learned of this metaphor in an article about emerging diseases (a topic we’re all much better acquainted with now, sadly). The problem with that metaphor, I’ve come to realize, is that it assumes the frog is unaware of (or unwilling to act against) the warming until it’s too late, so his death takes him by surprise. But what if the frog knows what’s happening and simply has no control over the temperature or any means to escape it? That poor frog is going to end up just as dead as all the ignorant and oblivious frogs. He just feels the discomfort sooner and has longer to contemplate his impending demise. Bummer, that.
But those crocuses sure are pretty, all the frogs agree.
I usually don’t read more than one book at a time, but I currently have five books going. In no particular order, they are…
I am enjoying all of them so far except the first, which is so full of its own particular slang that I can hardly keep straight what anything means. Plus, the characters are mean and the situation tense. It probably won’t get any better, but I’ll give it a fair chance.
Rita Dove arrived this weekend.

I am still experimenting with books of poetry, so I’m no expert, but there is one lesson that I’ve learned and applied here. If you already love a poet’s work, a large and/or complete collection of their poems is fine and, when buying, potentially the most economical choice. If you’re experimenting with a new poet, it’s best to stick to chapbooks or other relatively small collections of poetry that are too small to be intimidating or overwhelming.
I like to read through the individual poems of a poetry collection randomly and then reread the book from beginning to end, spending extra time as necessary to better understand or better appreciate particular poems. Because this is a book of poetry and I am still ill at ease with poetry, I will not grade it, but I will count it in my list of books for the year.
I sit, and sit, and will my thoughts the way they used to wend when thoughts were young (i.e., accused of wandering). The sunset ticks another notch into the pressure treated rails of the veranda. My heart, too, has come down to earth; I've missed the chance to put things in reverse, recapture childhoood's backseat universe. Where I'm at now is more like riding on a bus...
From “The Pond, Porch-View: Six P.M., Early Spring” by Rita Dove
The nice thing about my blog last year is that there’s a post for nearly every day. Blogs ought to be like that. They ought to have a steady flow of posts.
I would like to start posting again every day, but it’s difficult. I do not like being forced to write when I have nothing to say. Some days are like that, and there’s no getting around it. So I need a method for generating posts on those days.
Having just mentioned Agatha Christie again in my last post, I am reminded of the Weekly Poirot, the weekly feature I used to have on my blog. It was great because it gave me an easy post every week. Sometimes I simply posted the weekly quote without any commentary. Always implied was that I felt the quote was meaningful in some way, so it said something about me without my having to write anything. And sometimes I took the time to say why I liked the quote or even used it as a jumping-off point for talking about my life or events of the outside world.
It would be good having something like that again. I’m just not sure what form it should take. I still like quotes. So I could potentially do another quote-related feature, but one that pulled quotes from a larger pool of sources and not just books by Agatha Christie. It’s worth considering, anyway. I will also think about other forms a weekly feature (or weekly features) might take. I don’t think I’ll be able to get back to posting every day without at least one to help me.
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